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serously how silly can i be. zomg, i cant imagine i did that ! hahaahahah. oh man, i think im going to laugh my way thru to sleeep . haha.
real silly actions, haha.
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its tough and rough at times. but its when you manage to stand up, think through it and overcome it independently, you'll find a new self.
at times like that, you just need some time and space for yourself.